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RACHEL LYNNE KROMM
Benn, Marissa and I have been talking, about...how much we admire you, how strong you really are. You are amazing, and beautiful, and we really miss you.
but most of all, we hope you're safe, because we love you more than you could know.
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[28 Nov 2004|10:52pm] |
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"So you say there are spaces, open and wide.
Believe me there's days, longer than night.
And you will be happy, the moment you try;
but you don't try, no you don't try.
And you speak of a fever, that burns you inside,
As you explain to your mother, how you wanted to die.
So she kisses your fingers, says
'my darlin but why?
when there's so much more, there's so much more.'
Do you know there are spaces, open and wide?
Oh,believe me there's days, longer than nights.
And you will be happy, if only you try;
Oh won't you try, won't you try?
this started out being for one person.
but it's for everyone I know who's sad. coz i just want you all to be happy.
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[24 Nov 2004|12:31am] |
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I can sum her up in one fucking word.Spineless.
I think Ana's right. This will only make me stronger. And my mother will get no credit for it, except knowing that her bullshit motivated me to not be her. To not be like her.
But I've gotten through more than this, and I know I can make it I have amazing people there for me.
Fact is he had no right to yell at me and I'm going to let him know that. Making me feel unsafe is an idiotic move when he's the one "trying" to be a part of this "family".
My heart goes out to everyone who's had bullshit family drama. And I believe that's everyone.
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[17 Aug 2004|11:51am] |
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new layout. check it ouuuut bitches.
kittie did it, and now you worship her even more.
<3
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| and thank you;i don't think we will meet again... |
[10 Jun 2004|11:15pm] |
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I don't know what it is, but I am honestly on the verge of collapsing. and I wanna just take it easy, but I know if I don't keep busy I'll get sad.
oh, what a mess.
holding back tears on the bus with bittersweet memories, phone call creating a diversion from the knot in my throat and the stinging in my eyes. and now there's dots, faintness, and fatigue. my eyelids feel like they're made of lead, and my hands are shaking.
in short: i'm physically drained.
oh, and I found out I don't get to go to Germany. yeah the one thing I really wanted to do this summer, to get the fuck outta here. I can't wait til christmas, fuck that.
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| that wasn't me, that was johnny rockus |
[20 Feb 2004|12:35am] |
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dear ana,please refrain from rooneying. |
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there are 2 reasons i will sleep very well tonight.
1-pj's goodnight call.
2-my bed frame is on the porch, and i get to sleep on a mattress.
it won't break, you see.
xo
p.s.: i managed to scrape my arm and i couldn't feel it at first but now it stings.lame
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| messin' around with the fire sign you make it feel like the world is after you. |
[06 Jan 2004|09:35pm] |
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the snow is very exciting, you know.so is the fact that my creativity has gotten a jolt of electricity. ok well not electricity, but it's back.
walking in the snow was so much fun, and then I made a snow angel, but it looked decapitated? ahaha it was great.
If only tomorrow would be a snow day too.
now I'm gonna shower, sew, and sleep.
xo
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| you got me down but I wasn't low |
[28 Dec 2003|08:21pm] |
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I thought I knew myself better as well.
things are smoothed over now, I guess. and that's good.
I'm still tired/want a hot bath. I'll work on that now I suppose.
<3
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[11 Dec 2003|10:59pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NAW-NAW.AKA:
HERZLICHEN GLUECKWUNSCH ZUM GEBURTSTAG,SCHLAMPE.
I loves ya.
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[24 Nov 2003|06:14pm] |
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new aol sn: shamextourniquet.
i hate being sick.
meh meh.
<3
p.s.: kristi! the sleater-kinney tickets came. eeeeh i'm all excited. too bad it's still so far away, kinda.
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[17 Nov 2003|12:16am] |
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today was superb.
had lunch with ryananamanahan at taco del mar, then went back and cleaned sharie's room. then we road-tripped it to federal way to get some of antoni-ho's stuff.
then when i got home i went on a sewing spree. it was great. then my brother came home stoned as hell, and it was great.
quitting, my ass. i knew he wouldn't last.
i really miss my bangs cd. i don't know where it could be. this is why i have to clean my room. besides the fact that it's so messy.
i like getting phone calls. it makes me feel special.
i also enjoy speaking german and should really do it more often.
ich bin echt gluecklich.
<3,
claire
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[05 Nov 2003|12:12pm] |
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so!! this morning i woke up ready to go to school and see taylor who's visiting.i'm sittin at the table when a muscle in my neck fucking snaps or somesuch.
it hurt so fucking bad. then i took a nap which didn't really help the situation.
ow ow owwwwwww.
but i'm going to nova to be there when titty gets out, and then off to see rachel.
yay. i need a massage or something.
guh.
xo
claire
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| mm fat men in hospital beds. |
[28 Oct 2003|02:04pm] |
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kittie's subliminal messages suck.
"uh uh!!"-kittie
today was supposed to be tiiiight.
and so far it has been, besides the fact that clea couldn't hang out. :(
"uh-oh, naughties is goin down on the tv. definitely naughties."-kittie
"i'm just a star"-kittie, again.
"ew is that thing giving birth??is that a woman??"-kittie, responding to the image of a veryfat man writhing in a hospital bed.
"he was writhing all sexually though"-sharie, who's gross
and now...i must kill you all. ooh i get to see harlot (james) soon.
HATE!!/slight feelings of kindliness
claire
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| ryan made me post this/i have no digital camera |
[20 Oct 2003|05:45pm] |
join ryan's community my_critique. it's for sexy elitists.think you got what it takes?
probably not. you need an invite, bitches.
yeah good luck.
on second though...maybe you shouldn't join.
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[18 Oct 2003|05:52pm] |
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dyin ma hurr black now.
if you don't like it, know this:
i'm redying it soon anyway so stop pissin yr pants.
that is all.
xo!!
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[11 Oct 2003|12:28am] |
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look at the HOT ICON ryan made me.
you're right, he IS jesus.
end story
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| look at me, i'm following the crowd!! |
[01 Oct 2003|10:49am] |
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go shawtie, it's yo birfday |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARIE!!! i'll probably see you today, but hey.
i love you doll have a good birthday.
and now:
go, go, go, go
go shawtie, it's yo birfday
we gon' pahty like it's yo birfday
gon' sip bacardi like it's yo birfday
and you know we DO give a fuck that it IS yo birfday.
that is all.
xo
claire/fitty cent
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[28 Sep 2003|02:07am] |
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yeah yeah yeahs-y control |
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also, i wanted to say something before I forget.
i think it's really shitty to talk about someone, but not actually say it's them. if you have a problem with someone, talk to them. I'm sick of livejournal drama, fuck it, seriously.
just, talk, people. it's not that hard. things wouldn't be as bad if people didn't create all this drama online.
the end.
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